After having a light
dinner around 5 pm, we all were just relaxing outside our resident compound.
Most of the monks were just inside their own room and silently involve in their
study, while some were playing rubber-band under the shadow of trees. A monk was just making fun of a small kid.
Oh! I forgot to tell what I was doing. I was washing my smelling clothes that
were left in a bucket for around a week. I was thinking that after a half hour
we had to attend our debate class, which I hate the most. But as a discipline I
had to attend there so I was thinking about some special topics to debate at
monastery. I twist my mind again and again. And at last, I succeeded to collect
some interesting topics. Thinking about all this I had finished washing clothes
too.
After hanging them on veranda, I went
inside my room and enjoyed some music. When we were just chatting about some
unrelated worldly issues with my friends, the first strike goes on the large
Gong 'Goooong'. But we didn't stop our nonsense chatting. Feeling like nothing
had happened. One of my friends elaborated and made a pose of Shah Rukh Khan,
while as other talked about postures of Chris Ghyal while hitting rains of
sixes. Then the second strike goes 'Goooong'. "Hey, isn't that sound of
monastic gong?" one of them said. Some others nodded to agree him while
others still busy not finishing their talks. Third strike went. Now all had
agreed that was the gong of call. But I was scratching my head, sitting at one
of corner. "That was the Gong of dead" I said to myself. When fourth
and fifth strike went my friends hesitatingly leaved my bed and returned
towards their rooms. Making my room engulfed with bad smells of farts, they were still talking while returning. By the time now, it was around seventh-eighth
strikes. I clean up the mess and relaxed on my bed for while. Asking myself
whether I should go or not. I was confused whether to go or not. So I decided
to throw a coin for the decision. "If it is head I will go but if it is
tail I'll relax in room with lengthening my hands and legs", that was my
promise. Here it goes once more strike. I was still searching for a coin. At
last, I found an old coin in my pen holder. I put it on my upper part of thump.
I closed my eyes and wished that the tail comes on front, and threw my lucky
coin on the air. There went one more strike. It was around near to the end of
the Gong. The coin felt on the ground but damn it was head. I hate to god, I
hate to my wish, and I hate myself for being so unlucky. My friends came to my
window with their large blue mat holding under armpit, and began to shout
"hey, come on lets go. Don't hide like usual", which I hate
the most. They shout with such a voice that whole monks of our compound will
come to know that I'm hiding in my room. I request them to keep quiet and go
for their class. When the Gong was exactly near to end, I put my slipper inside
so that nobody could know (specially my teacher and khangtsen genla). Then the
last strike went with big sound 'Goooong'. Everything went seems silent for few
minute after the last gong. How noisy the gong is, that makes whole environment
shaking. Even the small insects and birds might feel scared during this fifteen
minute. Twisting the key of my door slowly like a thief on his own room, I
headed towards my bed. If I don't have to go at Debate ground at last, then why
did I prepared lots of topic earlier? Was I willing to go and the Gong made me not? Also, can it be that I'm interested on debate but don't like the system of
class? Strange...
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